Christian life

I went to the book store Saturday and they had a book I have wanted to get on sell”Jesus + Nothing = Everything” by Tullian Tchividjian. Pastor Tchividjian is one of the pastors God has been using to speak to me. I hard his sermon series the book was based on, loved it, God has been giving me a deeper and wider understand of the gospel through Pastor Tullian.

The surprise of the day was there was another book on sell also, that caught my attention, called “ Not A Fan, by Kyle Idleman. I scanned through it and what I read caught my attention, I felt lead to  buy it to, but put it back. Well all night and Sunday I thought about the book, so I looked it up on the Web and found a host of reviews say how great it was, a must read. So I went back on Monday and bought it.

After reading just three chapters last night, I was blown a way, put on my knees, God was speaking to me with ever sentence it seemed. The writer is talking about things that have been on my heart. Answered questions I have been asking myself and God. God is using it to cut me to my sole, cannot wait to finish reading it. I can tell you for sure, this book is a must read for everyone who is, or thinks their Christian.

The book is about asking the question are you just a Fan of Jesus or are you a Follower of Jesus, the two are worlds apart. And Jesus does not want Fans, in fact He rejected people who just wanted to be fans,  He wants Followers only. And we must chose if we are going to just be a Fan, or a Follower of Jesus.


In some mysterious way that we can never fully understand, during these awful hours on the cross, the Father was pouring out the full measure of His wrath against sin and the recipient of that wrath was His own beloved Son. God was punishing Jesus as though He had personally committed every wicked deed committed by every wicked sinner. And in doing so, He could treat and forgive those redeemed ones as if they had lived Christ’s perfect life of righteousness. – Greg Laurie


Unless we make a shift in our thinking, many Christians will continue to look at missions as a sub-division of the church, or as a special “calling” for a “special group of people”. I spent three years on “the mission field”, I went to “be missionary” with YWAM. While I was in YWAM, I did not think much about doing “missions,” since I lived my daily life focused on what God wanted me to do. I did not start my day focused on being a missionary, but rather doing the task set before me that God had given our mission base to do. My everyday routine was doing work for God and for the Kingdom of God. And set out to look for and take advantage of every opportunity that came my way to preach the gospel, rescue a child off the streets, out of prostitution, out of drugs. Counsel someone hurting. Distribute food to those in need. Hold a bible study. Pray for someone. It was just life, normal everyday life with God for Christ for me.

Missions should be just that, being part of God’s plan, just a normal everyday way of living. He desires each and every person to be involved in His mission. What is God’s mission?

The Spirit of the LORD is upon Me,
Because He has anointed Me
To preach the gospel to the poor;
He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted,
To proclaim liberty to the captives
And recovery of sight to the blind,
To set at liberty those who are oppressed
; ” Luke 4:18

and “For the son of man came to seek and save that which was lost” (Luke 10:19). That’s why He came and that’s what He wants each of us to be a part of. Jesus told us to do the same thing, to “Go into all the world and preach the gospel” (Mark 16:15). We are also told to “make disciples of all nations” (Matt 28:19).

And I set out to do all of that every single day in YWAM, that was my daily to do list, and it still should be today.

How do I disciple a nation, one person at a time if need be. I do not know if I will ever preach the gospel to an entire nation (I sure want to), but I can preach the gospel to a neighbor, a waitress, a store clerk or a co-worker, a room full of people or even crowed street corner.

So what is missions? It is personally being involved in what is on God’s heart: seeking and saving that which is lost. And that is a full time job, a title we all can put on our card, resumes. Every one who claims to be a Christian is to be a missionary, full time missionary.

Part two of yesterdays post on Levels of Worship.

Luke chapter 7 illustrates the difference between just showing up and worshiping God. We read Simon invited Jesus into his home, but he didn’t really welcome Him. Simon failed to show Jesus any of the common courtesies that were custom at that time, no kiss on the hand or cheek, no water to wash His feet, and no oil to anoint His head. Simon knew all about Jesus, but he didn’t worship Him. But the woman, the prostitute, came in and washed Jesus’ feet with her tears, kissed His feet, and anointed them with expensive perfume. She was reckless in her love for Jesus. This woman had more than a knowledge, she did more than just show up, she had a relationship; she worshiped Him.

This is why I am a on the floor kind of worshiper, up front and personal, I go to wash Jesus feet with my tears, kiss His His face, hands and feet and anointed Him with the fragrance of my praise. Anoint Him with the perfume of my love, and burn as incenses before Him. Not just show up at a “worship service”, but go to engage Him, to adore Him.

It is easy to fall away from this level of worship, I have many a time, this level of worship of God is not first nature to our sinful flesh. This is why I choose not to be part of a church gathering that does not have passionate worship. We cannot worship above the level of worship of the environment we are in, the others around us. I must be with like minded people, who are on the same level of worship as I am, a church that offers the freedom to passionately worship God. To be reckless in my love/worship of Jesus.



I came to the realization that the worship services at Forerunner Christian Fellowship (IHOP) called “Encounter Service” as well as when we where doing the “Awaking Services” four nights a week they really where a good live demonstration of peoples worship life with God. This is what I mean.

The 1st level is those of us (me included) who take to the floor in front of the stage, or the alter as its often referred to. We are the ones who worship God with all our being, the fiery passionate ones. The ones who are their to get in God’s face and worship Him. The ones who worship with total abandonment. The ones like myself will not settle for any other place other than on the floor, front and center before God. The floor is where the radicals are, we stretch out our hands to God, sing with loud voices, cry out our own words of love and praise to God. We dance with joy. We laugh with joy. Cry with total awe of God and what He has done for us. We lay prostrate on the floor overtaken by God. We fall before Him unable at time to speak, just soak in His presence. We expect God to show up in power. We pursue God tell He shows up or we ascend before Him in heaven, that’s why we are their.

2nd level, are those who set in the chairs on the floor. This is made up of three groups, those who want to be on the floor, but got there too late to get on the floor. Those who do to circumstance, such as have young children with them and need to stay with their kids. Thirdly those who are passionate worshipers but not quite at the level as us on the floor. The are engaged in deep heart worship, stand with hands raised, but that is where they stop. They like to go to the edge of the fire, but not go into it.

3rd level, our those in the bleachers, this is a mix, a few who got there too late to get on the floor, or even a seat in the floor, but want to be there. Next is those whom really are not there to encounter God, to worship Him with deep passion. The might sing with a song or two that they like, even raise a hand, if the song calls for it, but that’s it. If you look around you will find people texting on their phone, having conversation with each others next to them. Pretty much occupied with other things, not God. This area is pretty much worship at best what you find in the average church on Sunday morning. They are there physically, but not with all their hearts, they do not go expecting to encounter God.

4th level, these people that are walking around, mostly saying hi to others setting in the bleachers and the others walking past them doing the same thing. Or they stand in the lobby talking with each other, or outside the entranceway talking with each other or on the phone. I feel these people are just their to been seen and so they can say “I was at worship”.

I think this really is a great example or proving ground to what kind of worshiper someone is. Me like I said I’m and there early and up front on the floor kind of worshiper. This is why I can no longer or will not go to a typical church service, where you set in pew and watch a rock show be put on for 20 min or so. I have to worship God with all of my being. And I go expecting, desiring God to move, show up in power. Read part 2


It is almost imposable any more to find a good bible study, home groups that actual study the bible. Most seam to just read and talk about Christian books (what I call junk food), not that there are not good Christian books worthy of discussing. But they are not the word of God, and faith is increased by hearing the word of God (Romans 10:17), not someone’s ramblings about what they believe about God. Only the bible is the word of God. Besides I an not one want to study someone’s philosophy on God and life over Gods truth about Himself and life.

I miss the days past when a good bible study was easy to find, so many nights I remember setting with a group till midnight even 2, 3 AM studying and discussing the word. Discussing how to apply it to our lives and not wanting to leave tell we got it. The discussions where so great, the Lord moved in such power that we did not want it to end.

Sadly it is easer to find a home bible study group in China, one that actual studies the bible than it is today in the US, how things have changed.

We need them to become common place once again, the blueprint for home groups. To be part of a group who love the Lord, His word and want to open the bible and study it, even till the Sun comes up if the Lord so moves, thats what my heart aches for.


I finished last week doing the program, “Fast From Wrong Thinking” by Pastor Gregory Dickow that I started the last week in June. It was a 40 Day Negativity Fast, that is fasting from Negative thinking to Ignite Faith. It is a 40 day program that focuses each day on a negative thought that we all have dealt with and teaches you how to get rid of negative thinking with the Word of God. Proverbs 23:7 says that “As a man thinketh, so is he.” This daily devotional has actually has already made some changes my life, my thinking so much so I started part two of, another 40 fast from wrong thinking because I still have a ways to go.

Being that I have multiple lairs of wrong thinking, attitudes that have built up over the last three years especially. I want to strip the layers off. Change my thinking, increase my faith. I have been wanting to be a man of faith and prayer as was George Muller and have been prayer to be. So my thinking must change, I must have the mind of Christ, one built on faith thinking not negative, worldly thinking. One founded on Gods word, His promises, on the gospel, not my circumstances, not what others or even I think and say, but what God says.

May the Lord release His word into my mind, giving me the mind of Christ, renewing it in the second phase of this devotional.


This is something the Lord has been teaching me, to focus on my relationship with Him, abiding in Him, not doing, but being with Him. That it is only out of being one with Him, setting before Him and hearing what He is saying, see what He is doing. Focusing on abiding in the Vine, Jesus that real life flows out of me, that’s how real ministry is done. I am focusing on intimacy with God, with Jesus, worshiping Him, prayer, walking with Him, and He will do through me what He wants. The fruit will come, but come from Him.

God created us for relationship and for His pleasure, that is priority one. Before Adam and Eve fell into sin God walked and talked with them (Gen 3:8). God desires to walk and talk with us once more. Jesus came to restore our relationship with our Father in heaven. When Jesus came to earth He called out his disciples from occupations of work into a ‘walk”. calling on them to follow Him, following came before doing, following came before Sent.

Jesus talked about abiding in Him and being fruitful as a result of abiding in Him (John 15). When we follow Him and walk and talk with Him then our lives will be fruitful. Fruit appears in season. A branch might appear to be doing nothing but in due season it will produce fruit. Jesus also said you can know a tree / person by their fruit (Matt.7:16). Fruit reveals a lot of things about us. Fruit tells us what and who we have been intimate with. Intimacy involves communion and time (worship, praise, prayer, fasting, study of the Word). Martha complained that Mary was ‘doing nothing” but the truth was Mary was “abiding” and Jesus said she had chosen the better thing. What we will spend our life on is a CHOICE and each of us makes that choice, and makes it daily, even hourly. Activity is not what God is looking for. He is looking for people who have time to spend with Him and time to walk with Him. He is looking for people who have a ear to hear what HE is saying and to do what He is asking of us.

This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate in it day and night, that you may observe to do according to all that is written in it. For then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success.” Joshua 1:8

To live a life walking and talking with God will lead to productivity. Success in the world and to often in the church is defined by how much wealth one has accumulated, or what great works were accomplished, how may degrees and awards are on the wall, but in the Kingdom of God success is defined by whether we heard Him and did what HE asked us to do.

In Matthew 7:20-25 we read how many will come to Jesus bragging on all the great works they did, and Jesus responds “And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness!” the key words are “never knew”, that is had an intimate relations with them, that is they never sat at His feet. They never drew near to God, never abided in Jesus.

When God becomes the purpose. and pursuit of our life we will discover our ‘function’ in the earth. At the young age of twelve Jesus knew the difference between his own work and His Fathers work. (Luke 2:49) This was a result of walking and talking with God. May we also be found doing the same.

“Blessed is that servant whom his master, when he comes, will find so doing.Assuredly, I say to you that he will make him ruler over all his goods.” Matt.24:46,47

Appropriately timed Michael Hyatt new blog post was “Find Your Passion in Three Steps” so in light of where my life is and all that God has been throwing my way, I did his 3 steps. Well the first one and then add two others I got from the two conference I partook in. And here is what I got.

Michaels first question was:

1. Where does need and joy collide? Theologian Frederick Buechner wrote this: “Vocation is where our greatest passion meets the world’s greatest need.” I would add to that: our ministry is the intersection of our passion and the world’s greatest need. One way to determine your passion, though, is discovering what you believe to be the world’s greatest need. The passion flows from that. For instance, I believe the world’s greatest need is to heal from the past to live freely today. My passion is to write in such a way that I can help people live free. (more…)


I have found a third hero, person I would like to be, along with Gorge Muller and Jaeson Ma, his name is Ying Kai.

Ying Kai started and leasds one of the world’s most prolific disciple-making (T4T), church planting movements in the world.

He is a pastor in Asia who for many years was planting, starting a new church every year.

Then one day while praying God asked him what is better than planting churches?

God answered the question for him, “training others to plant churches”. Then God ask him, do you know what is better than training others to plant churches? Again God answered the question for him, “training others to train others to plant churches”.

So Ying began with 20 people with the goal to see 200 new churches planted in 3 years. Within a few weeks his students had 20 small groups going that where already becoming churches. Just 7 months later there where 327 small groups going with 4000 newly baptized believers in them. With in a year the movement had 908 new house churches with nearly 12,000 newly baptized believers. The following year saw 3,535 new churches planted with over 50,000 new baptisms. Some of the churches reproduced themselves 17 times in just 11/2 years.

By the end of the 3rd year another 104,000 baptisms and more than 9,000 new churches had been added. By 2008 nearly 2 million baptisms and more than 80,000 new churches and all in less than a decade.

Read on and learn how God worked through Ying Kai to spark a movement of over 1 million new believers . . .here