Christian life


In a timely message for me, pastor Pete Wilson whom I have followed for 3 years on twitter was gust pastor for Rick Warren today at Saddleback Church, his message hit me right where I am at, but more on his message in another post. Pete ask two questions one at the start “What would your life look like if you had absolute confidence that God was with you?” the other at the end “What would you do in your situation if you know for a fact God is with you?”. I will answer the first in this post the second in a later post as it is so timely for me see yesterdays post.

What would my life look like if I had absolute confidence, knew that God was with me?

* I would live a life like George Muller, be a man of great faith, of prayer, a preacher of the gospel to the nations, have 50,000 answered prayers by my last day of life, rescue the poor and needy.
* I would have a life like Jaeson Ma, would travel the world preaching the gospel, and plant churches here and in other countries.
* I would be a prayer warrior because I would Know that my prayers would be answered.
* Wake up every morning knowing I was loved and excepted, and had a purpose.
* Preach the gospel daily with power, go into other countries and preach it.
* The world would be my mission field.
* I would fed the hungry in impoverished nations, every where I could.
* I would fed 5,000 hungry people at one time like Jesus did at one time.
* Live out Matt 25:31-46, do unto Jesus by, feeding the hungry, clothing the naked, visiting the sick, setting free the captive.
* Lead a soul a day mim to the Lord ( for as many days as I have been alive would be 20,254 so far).
* Rescue woman and children out of human trafficking.

* Do, live out every phase of the great commission, Jesus’ commandments, as a way of life, daily:

Matt 28:19-20

Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name
of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe
all that I have commanded you.

Matt 10:7-8

And proclaim as you go, saying, ‘The kingdom of heaven is at hand.’
Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse lepers,cast out demons.

* Live out Jesus’ own mission, as a way of life: Luke 4:18

“The Spirit of the Lord is upon me,
because He has anointed me
to proclaim good news to the poor.
He has sent me to proclaim liberty to the captives
and recovering of sight to the blind,
to set at set free those who are oppressed,
to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.”

Acts 1:8

“But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you,
and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem and in all
Judea and Samaria, and to the end of the earth.”

* Live out Jesus’ promise that we will do these and greater things. Jn 14:12 “Verily, verily, I say unto you, he that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do;,,,,,”

That is how I would live, if I could live the life I want, dream of having and had absolute confidence that God was with me.


As it seems the end is drawing near for me (due to my current situation), this came to mind, some things I wish I had done, experienced, had before I died.

* Been a husband and father.
* To have been loved, have the love of a wife and my children.
* Known what it was like to wake up every morning knowing I was loved and excepted.
* To wake up every morning and know I had had meaning, purpose, to known I mattered to someone.
* To have had a life like Gorge Muller, a man of great faith, of great prayer, a preacher of the gospel to the nations, to have had 50,000 answered prayers by my last day of life and to have rescued the poor and needy.
* Have God well pleased with me and my life.

It’s not just that I want a wife, but what I really want is a family, my own family, a family that is loving.  To be in a home full of love. Someone whom excepts my love and loves me back. And I fiercely seek children to love, and they love me back. To reproduce from me and my wife’s a being, our bodies, life, from the fruit of our love for one another to instill life into.



The Titanic didn’t sink because of the iceberg-it sank because it wasn’t willing to change course. Was warned 6 times!

How many time in scripture do read of God warning people to change course. And they don’t and reap the consequences.

How may times do we read of God warning the nation of Israel to change course. And they don’t and reap the consequences.

How many times have we heard the warnings from God and others, but did not change course?

How may scriptures are there warning us to change course of else, like:

Matthew 25:1-13 The Parable of the Wise and Foolish Virgins

Matthew 25:14-30 The Parable of the Talents

Matthew 25:31-46 Taking care of the poor and needy

Just a few of the hundreds of verses where God laid out for us two paths, one leads to death the other to life.

We must chose are we going to be like so many of old, like the Titanic and refuse to listen, heed Gods word, God’s warnings and change course. Or plow a head into disaster?

Here’s a look at the year 2010 in review show some of the persecution Christians have undergone in a few countries:

Iraq – In Iraq, Christians have been targeted specifically, and very little is done for their protection. The massive flight of Christians from this country and lack of security for them should have been seen as an early-warning sign that something was very wrong with the overall system.

Malaysia – This country enforced the world’s only religious affirmative action government program that benefits the majority over the minority, guaranteeing Muslims jobs and education over Christians.

Indonesia – Christians have been killed, and many churches have been shut down by local governments, particularly in the Bekasi region. The country also witnessed a steep increase in violence against Christians that was certainly connected to hard-line Islamists calling for violence against the Christian population.

Afghanistan – Christians were imprisoned for conversion, a charge punishable by death. Two Christians remain in jail. This reflects the growing momentum supporting hard-line Islamists and the increasing authority the Taliban is able to wield over Kabul. Christians became a pawn in the political chess game.

Egypt – Coptic Christian women have been abducted and forced to convert to Islam, their cases ignored and often met with aggression and humiliation by the police. A recent suicide bombing of an Alexandria church killed 21. It was in direct response to a call from Al Qaeda declaring all Christians in the Middle East as targets. Egypt has long been a country of double standards, hiding behind the glittering tourist image it presents to the West while it all but forces millions of its citizens (underclass Christians) to make their living sifting through garbage heaps.

India – Perhaps the most “diverse” country in the world, there has been precious little tolerance for Christians. 2010 witnessed hundreds of attacks against Christians, including government programs assuring jobs for underclass Hindus and Buddhists but not for Christians.

As we can see persecution is alive and well in the world, and this is just the tip of the isburg, and as we draw closer to the return of Jesus it will but only get worse.

Remember to pray for Christians who are being persecuted around the world.

I blogged about what I got out of the Onething conference regarding prayer on Monday, the Lord has added more to what He is teaching me. Someone I admire very much for his spiritual life and ministry shared about an aspect of prayer that hit home with me, added to my new arsenal of tools for prayer.

Here is some of what Jaeson Ma shared on his blog,

“Waiting upon the Lord has been the secret to my spiritual life. It is what keeps my heart burning with passion for Jesus 24-7.”

He said that someone had told him that, “Waiting upon the Lord, are you hungry for more of God, do you want to be on fire for God 24-7? Then you must learn to wait upon the Lord.” And so he put it into practice in his life. Jaeson went on to say, We need to wait on God by being still, silent, and to daily gaze at God’s beauty for long periods of time, hours, not minutes. (more…)

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I had an amazing day last Thursday at the Onething conference, Mike Bickels afternoon teaching session rocked my soul. One of the things from Mikes teaching that captivated my heart was his stories he shared, he has a life time of awesome stories to share of what God had done in and threw his life. And I want that, I want stories of God to share, new stories everyday of God working in my life, His power, His work, about Him in my life in big ways. I want volumes of stories like Bickle’s to share of God working in and trough my life, stories of His provision, of miracles that I may encourage other believers with, build up their faith with. And to share with believers about the God I serve, His love, provision and reality in my life. (more…)

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I was challenged and inspired at the same time by Bickle’s teaching sessions at Onething, amazingly a lot of what Bickle taught on built on the burden and passion for prayer that has been building up in me the last year. Built on what God was already teaching me over the last year on prayer. Gave me the how to have what I have been reading about and jealous after in the lives of men of great faith and pray that I admire, like Gorge Muller, Praying John Hyde and many others.

What I took away was…. (more…)


Adding to my goals for 2011, along with 365 Days of Love is “to do justice” that is “365 Days of Justice along with doing one act of love a day, I will be doing seeking to do at least one act of justice for someone. We read in Gen 6  “Noah was a just man and perfect in his generations. ” That is to say Noah did acts of justice, Noah brought justice into the lives of others as a way of life. And so that is how I am choosing to live.

So by setting the goal to do acts of justice daily, to do at least one act of justice a day, I am choosing to live like Noah was know for. These are the generations of Noah. Noah was a just man and perfect in his generations. Noah walked with God. Gen 6:9 When it says he was a just man, it means he brought justice to the lives of other. Made wrongs, right.

Today to many are defying the word justice with the wrong definition, (more…)


So now I am working on my goals for 2011, compiling my to do list if you will, my goals for the next coming year.

For one am I continuing with 365 Days of Love that I did a few times last year, but my goal for 2011 is to do it every day, to do an act of love for someone. (more on that in another post)

It is in my struggles of the nearly 3 years now that I have come to realize it is in the challenges of life that we find our character, and discover what needs to be changed. It is in the problems that we discover new purpose. In them what faith is put to the test, and it’s in them alone that faith grows.

One of my issues, pains in my life is my life is void of love, being single I have no love in my life, no one to love ether. Love is powerful yet love is painful. So I am seeking to add love to my life, by doing acts of love for others. When I look at Jesus on the cross and see a man full of love and yet full of pain, one who gave love away even when He had none from others, even in the midst of pain and suffering. How can love and pain exist together? (more…)


Imagine if the wise men had gotten tired waiting for that bright star and had decided to quit that night and go to bed. They would have easily missed the star that would eventually lead them to Jesus. But they new the scriptures, they new the season of the coming of the promised one, the Messiah. And they where sensitive to the leading of God, because they where living in expectance of the coming of the promised one, know the season according to scripture, they where ready to receive the coming one. (more…)